I am suffering from fetanyl addiction and I am trapped. I was a word traveler and a productive member of society with a beautiful perspective and life all around me . Over the last 3 years I have plummeted into a downward spiral of criminal nature and addiction and am facing losing something I will never be able to get back and that is myself and my time here on Earth. I have insurance, I don't know how much that will help me here . But I desperately need help and am willing to do what it takes to prevent myself from failing myself. If anyone can help me please let me know . I am terrified of going into precipitated withdrawal again and need a solution to recovery that doesn't transition me onto methadone or Suboxone. Something to achieve sobriety indefinitely, for I am ready and this is what I want.  If anr treatment is available for a California resident like myself please contact me and let me know if there's any financing options or grants available for something like this. Best regards, Lema Lynch