I’m always the worst patient and the last three times I’ve gone to detox/ rehab, I’ve been transported to the emergency room.   I can’t hold anything down and lose 10 lbs in 3 days.   I throw up the entire time and am severely dehydrated every time.   This is my barrier for going to reg detox.  I would do anything to go to sleep and wake up detoxed.  I want my life back!   I don’t want to die.  Please help me!