I am currently on Sublocade and have been for a year. My depression is untreatable - I’ve tried every class of medication under the sun, every therapy, every treatment (including Spravado last year) I don’t even crave opiates and haven’t in a long time, but I’m miserable and when I came off Sublocade my pain was terrible. I have myofascial pain syndrome. I want my brain to go back to pre-addiction state regarding endorphins. I will be 38 this year and my addiction started at 16 with Oxycontin and about 3 years ago got off heroin. I had always been on Sublocade until a year ago when I went on Sublocade because I just couldn’t stand the ups and downs and waking up in withdrawl. Right now I am 3 weeks late for my Sublocade and have no cravings but my pain is coming back. If I wasn’t massively depressed I could tolerate the pain, but my brain is fried and no longer makes endorphins on its own. I’m trying everything under the sun and nothing with change that fact.