In March 2012 I was diagnosed with NHL in the left of my groin. At the beginning of April I had surgery and the tumor was removed. A month after that I started receiving chemotherapy - 3 courses of RCHop mavtera every 3 weeks and 17 radiations on the area.
After 6 month I started suffering from severe neuropathy, stabbing pains in the back and legs and the left side of my head.
After pills of all kinds and even lidocaine treatments failed to help, in 2016 the doctors started me on Fenta.
The dosage increased and today I'm on 75 micro gram patches. The long term use has obviously created a dependency that is hindering my life and causing me suffering. My attempts at reducing or replacing has not succeeded and the options for me here are limited. 
Please help me get out of this dependency!