I was prescribed pain killers for a back injury over 15 years ago and that ended up becoming and addiction from pills to heroin. I'm currently in a methadone program but I came across this website and read about this method. I have tried and done just about every drug and was never addicted to anything other then opiates the physical withdrawals are the worse the mental part I feel is the easy part it's the physical withdrawal that gets me. I am ready to be clean and sober and to not feel the way I feel when in withdrawal or just plain like crap even on methadone I don't have withdrawal symptoms but just feel sick everyday. My biggest regret is listening to that Dr and letting him prescribed me opiate pain pills and doing it with out telling me what withdrawal where and then when the shit hit the fan and the Government got involved put me on a contract and  for years I never came up dirty for pics test or missed pill count and I started a new job where I traveled out of state which he knew and we discussed it and he lied to my face and said it wouldn't be a problem.He called me on a Wednesday to come in for piss test pill count I called him back to explain I couldn't get there till either late Friday or first thing Monday as I was in Chicago working he said well you have exactly 24hrs or you will violate your contract and it will be voided and I will no longer write them for you now at this point I still didn't understand the severity of withdrawal from opiates so I told him go fuck himself and I didn't need his script.well once those ran out with in a day to a day and half I went into severe withdrawal the Dr cut me off no weaning me down nothing so I started talking and asking around found few ppl who sold them and Instead of taking four 15mg perks a day I was getting 30mg 80mg etc and then when that started getting to the point where they were harder to get and prices shot threw the roof I tried heroin and that was the end of pills for me heroin was cheaper. I fortunately have never IV heroin or any other drug just snorted them. Eventually even buying heroin was getting expensive and dangerous to get so once my first son was born I went on suboxone and that didn't really work cause I would sell them or trade for heroin so I eventually went to methadone which worked better for me but I'm now 40 been doing this since I was 18 from drug use I haven't taken care of my self my teeth are all shot I got blood clots in my legs diagnosed with type 2 diabetes all my joints ache I'm always tired/fatigue my muscles have deteriorated I feel sick all the time. I am ready to be do e with opiates feel normal again I want to feel like I did the day before I ever took a opiate and I hope this is the answer I am mentally and physically ready to be done and move forward and be a healthier better person father husband son and friend. I currently live in massachusetts my mother lives in Florida about 45 minutes from ANR I currently have Mass Health/BMC which probably won't work for this but hopefully there is a way and depending on cost and if there are any rebates or funding  and God will I will be able to come there and leave a new and improved drug free Me.

Thank you so much for reading my story
Jayson Desjardins 
J.desjardins1982@live.com 
(413)386-1443
32 Rochester St 
Chicopee,MA 01020