Well I was addicted to Percocet and Xanax bars for about 8 years and then I went away for about a year I was incarcerated and in that time I got clean there's nothing I could take because I was incarcerated but now that I'm out I felt that feeling of I was wanting to start taking the Percocets and the Xanax but instead of doing that I got treatment at a methadone clinic and I'm up to 130 at a facility called new season called new season and I tried to come down but when I do I start having withdrawals really bad and I mean they are bad I can't even think for myself I can't even make the right decisions it's like I'm lost but I've come to a point to where I don't want to be on nothing I won't Tracy back I want to Tracy I want some you that was happy all the time and outgoing outgoing so therefore I would like to see treatment and I was over the internet and I noticed anr and I started reading and reading and I can't became very interested so this is what I'm reaching out and hopefully you will be able to help me