 I've tried so many times and in so many ways to find something that can help me. I feel like it's going from one dependency to another. Is it just choosing the less of 2 evils? I have 0 desire for any opioids but I feel the same. I want to be able to live without any prescription of any kind, even if its a process. I havent seen or felt anything or anyone ive turned truly had the same goal. 