I have tried doing it myself, inpatient out patientultiple tomes. At least 22 times. Ive failed so many times. No matter how bad i wanted sobriety and i wanted it. It would be weeks or months and one day id get sick (sometimes months later).  Id be just as sick as i was the 1st day. Id fight with myself because I new it was in my head. I have a good life now an amazing husband, good job, safe home. 