I was put on suboxene following detox off of Keaton and left on suboxene after leaving detox because of my history of relapsing on multiple drugs. I stopped taking suboxene and started using oxycodone over a month ago and I’ve tried twice to get back on suboxene by going without oxycodone so I’d be in withdrawal. No matter how deep in withdrawal, as soon as I took a small does of suboxene again it sent me in to precipitated withdrawal that was so awful. I’m currently struggling to find enough oxycodone everyday and I just want off of everything. I had been weaning down on my suboxene without noticing and was hurt on a racehorse at work, took oxycodone for 3 days and because I wasn’t feeling withdrawal I forgot to take suboxene. When I went back to take suboxene is when I had the rude awakening. I have a 2 year old son and I want off everything so bad.please help