Hi, my name is Ron Stuczynski. I am a 52 year old male who is seriously looking into using your addiction treatment program. Short description:  I am an intelligent person who had many severe injuries and after being turned away from doctors for pain management, I used my intelligence to aquire first oxycodone, then when prices soared too high, I switched to heroin using Darknet sources . I switched to heroin because it worked extremely well at managing pain at a lower cost than oxycodone ( when used lightly).  I always used safe sources and tested the products for safety. No one I know, absolutely no one, knew I was using.

I don’t drink, I smoked over 35 years ago and even recently quit drinking coffee which I’ve drank for 30 years. I have quit other pain medications with no major trouble several times for very long periods, in many instances  years. 

 With heroin I didn’t believe I needed it anymore and decided to wean off. It did not  work out at all. Either I found it hard to keep enough product source consistent due to markets getting shut down or with products off Darknet becoming more dangerous with heavy fentanyl added in, I found myself in heavy withdrawal till I could source safe product. On the subject of markets getting shut down, the police agencies didn’t realize how dangerous it was for the drug users, because if your body was dependent on something then it couldn’t have it, you would be unbelievably sick and I am sure a lot of people died because of it and I’ve read about it. Most of my sicknesses was driven by real world conditions like this. I could never get a grip on properly weaning off my usage, then I was faced with the 22 day withdrawal episode, I’ll explain below. It really was a bad situation that I couldn’t handle anymore. At first I didn’t have an answer to cure my situation. The more I kept trying to get off heroin, the sicker I’d feel. I had to keep working and taking care of my disabled mom and because I am somewhat alone with this situation and need income and can’t work when sick. When I was sick I always ended up bedridden. I have a very long personal story attached to my usage. I have no attachment to the drug except the physical withdrawal. If I didn’t have that, I would no longer want or need it nor would ever want to even hear it’s name again. I wish I never started this. When I finally came out that I was using, I went 22 days of not sleeping or eating and was bed ridden, which was dangerous. I ended up calling 911 and was put in a hospital sponsored rehab center. This was when my family and friends found out I was using because I told them and amazingly they stuck with me!! I always paid for my own product because as long as I was pain free and not withdrawaling, I was able to make good money with computer programming, computer graphic designing and I have many side jobs, selling on eBay and I have a full workshop to create custom knives.  I have a tempering oven, a laser engraver, a plasma cutter - all my equipment I made from scratch using information I acquired off the internet. I also had a 30 year history working in management with Publix Supermarkets before all this started. Publix is also somewhat to blame  because, we were pushed to our bodies limits which created injuries. I acquired 3 major injuries there. I was a manager in meats and had 3 lifting injuries. COVID reduced my income to near nothing and I didn’t qualify for unemployment. I barely made ends meet and was sick most of the time. 

In my free time I play guitar and invent items on my 3D printer that I also sell or just use for personal need. I just need to end this addiction once and for all and I believe you are my answer. My body doesn’t want anymore chemicals in it. I am on a Suboxone script but find I have complications with that. I now wish I didn’t start in a program which replaced one addiction with another. All I know is the withdrawals are debilitating, and I get suicidal. I would do anything to stop feeling this way. My family needs me, my pets need me (3 cats and my dog) and I need to get back to work to get life going again. I am surprised my family stuck by me and none of my friends left my side once they found out what I was going through. 

Let’s setup a consultation to see what your treatment involves. I am a bit worried about how it works but if it works as I read, it sounds like a miracle.

I’m sure I’m rambling but I’m trying to think too much. We can go over the important issues during the consultation. 

Be safe!

Regards,

Ron Stuczynski


 