I have been addicted to opiates for about 13 years now. I have been an IV user for about 9 years! My drug of choice is Dilaudid. I shoot anywhere from 3+ 8mg Dilaudids everyday! I have tried rehab several times, i would do good for a little while and then BAM... right back at it. I have tried the methadone clinic. I would get my dose in the morning and still get high on Ds. I have lost too many friends because they overdosed, I have helped save 7 people in less then 3 months from overdosing. I also have overdosed! You would think having to go through any of that would scare a person straight, right? 
Well apparently not this person, not me! I have been through so much, have seen way too much and have hit rock bottom a few times... I feel helpless! This little pill has taken over my life, i have lost so much... Im not ready to lose my life though!! I want my life back, i want the old me, the happy me, the confident me....I dont know what to do or who to turn to anymore.... PLEASE HELP ME!!! 