I have been battling opiate dependence for nearly 25 years both my parents were addicts so we basically bonded over drugs well with no surprise now both parents are deceased and the only blood relatives left are a brother who's looking at life in federal prison and a cousin who actually has a pretty good life going for herself but I'm pretty much only own since my wife of twelve years passed back in Jan which precipitated my last relapse and I just can't do this on my own please help me 