Just started. I was clean for around 6 years and stress and demand from work caused a relapse that has gone on for over a year. I hate that this happens and would like a forever solution. Last time I quit cold turkey detoxed at home and simply moved on with my life. This time I feel I should have some help. I can't keep hurting the people I love. If this continues I will no longer have anyone or anything. Past this time I will be alone at which I may never recover from. 