Hello, my name is William Novotny. I am an Engineer with a great job and have a family. I have 3 children ages 15, 9, 3. I have been addicted to Suboxone for around 8-9 years. I started it to get off of pain pills not knowing it would be next to impossible to get off of. I have always purchased my own suboxone and never have been prescribed by a doctor. I have reached a point in my life now that I want to be off of this drug. I don't feel emotions anymore and have lost most of my "love for life" or really anything. I feel like I have this huge monster on my back that I cannot get rid of. I have tapered down to as low as 0.5mg a day but then start feeling the withdraw and have to take more to feel normal again. I hate myself for allowing this to happen. The depression and anxiety I have felt for the last few months is almost too much to handle. I just want my life back. I have contacted other Rapid Detox places and they scare the crap out of me knowing I would be shipped to a hotel room right after the procedure. I don't have anyone in my life that would be strong enough to go with me to be a caregiver either. They also all tell you that you have to be off of the suboxone for 48 hours prior to arriving. I don't see how anyone could do that if they are truly addicted to them.  Thank you for reading my story and request for more information. I look forward to talking to someone.