5 yrs. I don't want to take any medication. I want to be the one that gives others in my situation hope. I want to show the world there is a cure for this curse we have put on ourselves. We (the addicts) choose this and we have a choice to make a change. I have made that choice for myself and I'm done with this life of regret and not knowing what I really could have been or done with my life if not had been for the bad choices I've made. I want a chance to do better and good for not just me but for my 2 kids that look up to me. They think there daddy can move mountains and I'm ready to show them I can by moving this mountain(burden of being dependant on drugs to get up and be involved in there life's) that's on my shoulders. I want to be me again. Free from the chains that hold me down and keep me from giving them the future they deserve and not the one that I'm going to regret. 