So I have battled with opiate addiction since I was 18. I’m 34 I will be 35 July 27. Longest I have had clean without any crutch like Suboxone or methadone is 2 years, I hate being on methadone at 207 mg is probably the worst choice I’ve ever made, I have a hard time with going through withdrawals I have an incredibly high tolerance and not sleeping and having the most intense  diarrhea for months and cold sweats is terrifying. I would like to know more about this. 