When I was little for the bike wreck they put me to sleep or thought they did I could hear and feel everything and I remeber trying g to scream and cry and to me 8 was screaming and crying and there was a huge weight over my body I couldn't see anything but a tiny sliver of light that was blurred and I felt the steering pain of every single thing they did to me through that reconstructive surgery and it was the worst thing I've ever been and that says something cause I've been through alot of torturous things in my life 