I want my life back, I can’t live without having opiate medication I can’t wake up in the morning and I can’t get out of bed I’ve been prescribed opioids since January 2011 I’m 32 years old and Iv had the strongest medication prescribed to me fentanyl patches every 72 hours morphine 60 mg three times a day , Roxicodone 30 mg five times a day , Norco  10 mg  five times a day and Xanax 1 mg 5 times a day the first 5 years then 4 times a day 3 years after that , that doctor prescribed me that for 8 years then cut me off cold turkey then I see a pain specialist now the past 2 years I was getting the same amount medication the first year and now I’m down to just oxyxodone 15mg 4 times a day. Which doesn’t help I have had to get other medication to help me I hate living like this I have no life that’s the only my way of living 