I was on Suboxone, I ran out of Suboxone, my dr. Told me to contact him if i ever ran out early and that it was an emergency if i did. I called and was told to wait until my appointment. 

My pain dr. Before that Was prescribing me (120qty 30mg oxycodone) and )120qty 10mg oxy codone)
I was dropped as a patient by that doctor on that high of a dose, not very long after, that dr. Was sent to prison for multiple things. 

I detoxed myself and found Suboxone on the streets. I did a good year clean but soon after, started relapsing when i couldn’t find any meds in time. I was scared to get them from a doctor in case I ever hurt my back again. I had enough  at that point though and detoxed again and went to the doctor and started on subs but i was not as successful as the first time. I kept relapsing on the weekends. So When i couldn’t get my Suboxone from My doctor i had a full blown relapse. I’m scared and need to be done with this. 