As my addiction has escalated from Benzodiazapines to Heroin, to what is now Fentanyl, I found that my last detoxification procedure was notably the most physically painful as well as mentally exhausting. As well as leaving me with symptoms of PAWS rendering my relapse withing no more than a month proceeding an 8 day detoxification. 

In the past I would do 30-60 rehabilitation programs, leading to the longest period of abstinence to be around 6-7 months post discharge, but now the dependency has become too powerful and has rendered me, with no better way to describe it, hopeless. 