I just want my life back. I don't, and never have, used socially. I, very much, self medicate in every meaning of the words. I don't want to do it anymore. I don't even enjoy it, I'm just staaving off getting sick because I have a job I HAVEZ to be at and those signs/symptoms are so grossly unmistakable. I just can't do that, not if I want to keep my job 
Also, I think a big part of the reason I felt the need to self medicate was because of the collateral damage caused by neglected mental health conditions due to lack of proper insurance. I now have a career where I start BCBS PPO benefits in just 2 months and I will finally be able to get into counseling and back on my ADHD meds. But the damage has already been done, that physiological dependence is still very much there. That's where ANR comes in, I hope. I pray!
So I'm reaching out to get info on financing options. Please ????. I don't want to die like this and just be another statistic. I have so much potential and I'm not living up to hardly any of it. 
Please, PLEASE help me get my life back.
Thank you for your time either way.
Respectfully,
-Mia Cadena
CadenaIUOE428@Outlook.com
818 201 5654