I have been addicted to pain pills for a few years, and its causing me to lose everything; Physically, mentally, and monetarily. I have tried multiple times to stop, but I am not strong enough to handle the pain and aches or the mental war that starts the second I go without. I work in the medical field and I cannot lose my job due to going through detox and missing work. I also don't want to have addiction in my medical history so that I am not discriminated against. I am in a very tough position and I need help out. 