I’ve attended in person NA meetings, as well as online groups for addicts. I am still confused how a doctor can prescribe you something for pain that works and then at the drop of a dime close down and other medical professionals stop the treatment plan that worked and tell you you need to wait longer before having surgery. I have been more than desperate for the past year and feel extremely hopeless. I love my children but I need to be better. I need help to get there 