I am addicted to fentanyl and I have tried suboxone and it makes me sicker I was able to take suboxone a few years ago when I took pain pills and it worked but I relapsed and I ended up on heroin will I thought it was but it was I don't know what was really in it but I do know it has fentanyl I'm so tired of this roller coaster I can't get off it I spend every week atleast 800 to a 1000 please help 