I’ve been on maximum amount of morphine a day fir many yrs. not to mention Percocet, hydocodone, zydone. I’ve never seen one thing I couldn’t stop one my own until morphine. I’m on my 5th day trying to stop one my own and I’m hurt so bad plus I’m so sick. It just keeps getting worse. I refuse to be apart of a drs pay roll anymore. That been my life for 20 yrs. I had a car accident that broke everything one the left side of my body them 10yrs later diagnosed with Lyme disease. My entire back has deteriorated and I have scoliosis in my T spine have have 4 back surgeries need two more and my shoulder operated on at this date but I refuse any invasive procedure or steroid injections. They never worked anyway and my furious’s lasted less then a year before breaking due to the arthritis in my spine. Needless to say I do not want to be a victim of these pain pulling anymore  