My father passed away November 2020 he was in severe pain an had a problem with opiates a long period of his life. After he passed away he left alot to me and that included a lot of heroin, I began using in March of 2021 out of depression and just having the 5 bricks that he had left. I have been trying to get clean for a year now as I didn't know what I was getting myself into. I'm currently on 65 mg of methadone and am finding it extremely hard to get off. I just want my life back my family needs me, I've lost my father sister and brother almost all but to the causes of opiates. 