I tried to commit suicide on 7/10/ 2004 when my fiance died and 7 /8 /2007 when I had a life crisis but I suffer periodically from voices in my head telling me I'm no good just to kill myself life would be better off if I have for everyone if I was just dead or I'll be driving and I thought of coming to my mind just drive off the road it won't hurt and I'm guaranteed to die