I've been addicted to opiates or similar substance (honestly idk wtf is in the dope these days... It's not like it was back when I started and was given Percocet... At least THEN I knew what I was getting and the dosage, now I'm shooting in the dark taking whatever it is just to not be sick so I can function and take care of my 3 young children!) I've detoxed and quit myself about 5 times now, idk why I went back, possibly bc my now ex-husband was still using so I ended up relapsing like an idiot!!! We've sense split up and I'm attempting to detox myself (privately) again... Won't go the sub route as I made myself deathly ill the last time I tried ... I've gotten some liquid methadone from a friend and am debating on trying yet again... I don't want to go on methadone treatment long term bc I don't want to substitute 1 addiction for another and I Kno methadone is far worse to come off as it gets into your bones. I only want to use it to get thru the 1st few days- wk max but I don't know how to dose or how long to wait after my last use? I don't want to make myself sicker or fail at detoxing &amp; getting clean again. Please help, I'm going through a divorce and sense I grew up in the foster care system I have no family to fall back on so I'm stuck at my in-laws for my kids sake so their not in the streets but if they find out about my addiction im scared they'll kick us out and my children will either end up homeless or in the system like I was an I WONT have them experience ANY of what I went through as a child. Please please please, I'm begging you, I don't have much money at my disposal right now but I desperately need some help, even if it's just some advice and guidance!!! I look forward to hearing back from you, thank you so much in advance for your time and consideration. Have a wonderful weekend. Thank you.
Sincerely,
Tabatha M Mayrand
419-262-3127 (text is best bc I have no where to talk in private!) Or email at: mayrand.tabatha381@gmail.com