First I was on heroin and tried to quit myself And the withdrawals were too much to handle I couldn't get out of the bed I couldn't move without throwing up my hands and legs would not stop moving around my stomach was in knots my body was sweating and then freezing and then sweating I attended to try and quit many times Cold Turkey he's saying all that but I wasn't strong enough and my wife found the methadone clinic and we were under the impression that it would help with the withdrawals and we could be clean and have our life back but it was a complete lie and the withdrawals are even harder and worse than the heroin. I would do anything to be free from it and to feel normal again and not be sick to my stomach and feeling like I'm dying to make that happen. I love my children I love my wife and I love my family and I just want to have my life back into being a normal person and to feel normal again. I'm not strong enough to do it by myself please help me. 