At this point in time I was using pharmaceutical 30mg OxyContin. Withdraws where tough but successfully made it thru to the transition of Suboxone. I stayed Sober for several weeks. However, the Dr. who was running the clinic was extremely arrogant, condescending and most of all had no time for me. Most of my follow up visits where spent with me trying to remind the doctor as to what our treatment plan was. He would act as if it was the first time I had ever seen him every time. It was clear I was just a paycheck to him and that he could care less about me. Even the councilors would clearly act embaressed when I would ask them for help. Regrettably I ended up going back to using and eventually to Stronger cheaper drugs. I have tried to quiet 2 or 3 times and not the withdraw symptoms are much worse than before. Honestly, the fear of going through withdraws is what is keeping me in this mess. I just want my life back. I hate myself for what I am doing to myself. 