I've been on pain meds as long as I can remember. I'm 57 and have 2 handicapped boys no fathers to help. I'm also disabled myself. I need to be better so I can be a better mom. My youngest son contracted encephalitis after 50+ days seizing in a coma he now suffers from refractory epilepsy I need to be on my toes always. I need help. I've been in approximately 10 detox programs maybe  more. Can you help me