Well, I been an addict my whole life. I have always had low energy, and as a female, I feel that I should be out the trying to bbn put my name on EVERYTHING!! 
Ya know? Conquer the fucking world!! But depression bbn took me first and then drugs gave me the false sense of... "everything gon be aiiggt"   And that's all it has been for years. It had NEVER, NOT ONCE BEEN AIIGHT. I NEED HELP  