Hi, my name is Joy.  I am 37 years old.  I have been using opiates/opioid for almost 10 years.  I have tried many detoxes, rehabs, etc. and nothing has worked.  Right now, all I do is try not to get sick every day.  It's a never-ending vicious cycle.  I have no life because of the horrible intense painful debilitating withdrawal and sickness that my body goes through if I don't have the opiate/opioid. So I always end up relapsing.  Please help!  Thank you for taking the time to read this! I appreciate it very much!