I have been on opioids for over 20 years. I have prison clean time. I’ve tried methadone and Suboxone and even vivitrol shot which made my whole life miserable and I lost everything including myself in the 28 days for it to clear my System. I’m so tried of a pill running my life. I just don’t know how to function without them anymore. A pre-dependency balance sounds almost to be good lol. I am will to try anything to get my life back.