Ive been taking suboxone for about 3 years. I am not prescribed this medicine. I buy it from a local here. I have been hiding it from my wife the whole time. I want to quit but the withdrawal is what scares me and keeps me taking it. 
I have 3 kids, a full time job and a side business so being at home for a month in withdrawal is not an option for me. 
Im ready to quit and i hope i can get here and be healed and never look back.