I have written before and I did the medical detox here at Good Samaritan and I was there for 4 days. They hooked me up to to an IV after poking me 4 times because they couldn’t find a vein. My tossing and turning while trying to sleep almost always had my iv come out. Day 3 I tried to escape the hospital because I couldn’t handle the pain but I went back in because my car wouldn’t start and they gave me only 2mg of suboxne after 48 hours off Fentanyl I kicked harder started to get diarrhea and horrible withdrawals and I tried to leave again but a nurse looked at me and said what was I going to do throw my life away and go back to drugs I cried in her arms I told her it just hurts so bad and she Asked me how to help me and I told her what had happened she ordered they give me some Ativan and anti nausea medicine but I was restless until I fell asleep. When I woke up they wanted to discharge me I told them I wasn’t at all ready so they let me stay. They gave me 2mg suboxne again and just like the day before it sent me in a horrible kick and this time they wouldn’t give me anything to help. 8 hours later I took a shower unsure of myself and the whole experience and had to get my car towed and had a friend drop me off back home where I called my ex boyfriend to tell him how horrible my experience was. He came over I was sweating but freezing and he had a foil and I begged him for a hit and he left it there. As soon as I took that hit of fentanyl all my pain, my confusion, my skin, my heart, my life became as one and normal. He said to me this shit is the devil. I concurred. I told my friends what had happened and they all suggest I go back to my first plan and that’s to sale my home to pay for ANR treatment.  Yes I am willing to sale my home in California to save my life. How much is the full cost of treatment. I been on fentanyl since February with methamphetamine as well. I overdosed on June 2nd 2020 off fentanyl and methamphetamine together IV and it took 4 narcan and 20 min of someone breathing for me to breath on my own again. I started using opiates 3 years ago when my husband put the first needle in my arm. I have only been able to get 2 months clean at a time because of the insatiable cravings. Your treatment is like no other and it will save my life and give me the future my friends and family say I deserve but haven’t been able to get it using the other methods without failing . Please help me get all the info and cost so I can start getting a life plan together asap. Email me at sweetpea333@usa.com or text me at 661-432-8090 I would be greatly appreciative. Thanks love Jen Billings