I relapsed on heroin I was clean around 3 years. I have tried getting clean 4 different times and failed doing it I got suboxone to try and help but I took it too soon it threw me into withdrawals and now I’m scared to take anymore I don’t know what else to do I have been through many rehabs 12 steps and those are just. Not for me so I really need help and a different alternative besides the 12 steps