Im addicted to opiets and im tired I'm tired of the addiction im tired if having it controls my life in tired of having to figure out how to come up with money for it im tired im not asking for my old life back in asking to get a better life. life with out drugs. A life were i can just go and not have to worry about getting a drug so im not sick its not evento get high any more its about staying well and im tired I just want a life with out having to have a drug to even get myself out of bed I need help I dont want to go threw the affects of getting off a controlling demanded drug. If I can't get off this I will tell my story to any young adult that Will lisin and i can help change there mind about getting started because god knows its not an easy life its a controlled life a life no-one would want no-one. So if you can help me please id be in your depth. Im on a fixed income I receive ssi im only 45 and I've been on heroin and copiers for a real long time almost all my adult life i started in 2005 i believe I've lost so much of my memory its nothing to laugh about and i need help. What I've read if like to try doing this if you'd except me that is. I reside in naches washington but will travel how ever far I must to get to a treatment facility of this type just to get control over my self again and not a drug that so many of my friends and close ones to me have died using this drug. I believe I've said alot hope you'll read this and can help me with this.