I have been taking pain meds throughout pain management 90. 10 mg oxycodne a month. Problem is last 4 months I was buying extra from outside sources  this month  but the 14 I already took 150 of them now I have started weening from others I have. 10 mg Vicodin.  I gave them to me wife and she is giving me 3 a day.  I’m also taking Clonidine.   I had a issue yrs ago after injury.  I want to be off these for ever. I’m getting by but I’m pretty shaking and need help.  Thx