If I stay sober past 10-12 hours that’s when I start withdrawing I start yawning nonstop a lot of tears start coming down my face I get insomnia my body gets hot and cold with the sweats I get the karate legs plus a lot of pain in my bones especially by the pelvis and knee area I have no appetite whatsoever start puking nothing but yellow flem,diarrhea,depression Intense cravings I don’t want to do anything only thing I’m thinking about is my next fix I’m up to the  point that my tolerance is so high that when I do get my fix I don’t nod or fall asleep I just do it so I can function and not feel no withdrawals I’m so afraid of going through withdrawals that I always make sure right when I’m about to run out I go get some more because then withdrawal feeling is a indescribable pain I have ever felt in my life that I don’t want to feel it but I’m also scared that one day I can die so that’s why I’m seeking out for help I’m really tired of this hell of a lifestyle I’m living 