Hello I've been trying to get clean for a couple years I went a year and a half clean and relapsed I had been taking the Suboxone and lost my insurance for a short time and got kicked out of the Suboxone clinic and that made me relapse I tried to go back to the Suboxone clinic but for some odd reason this time the medicine made me sick when I tried to take it honestly I do not want to try to take the Suboxone again for three reasons number one like I was saying it makes me sick for number two I'm terrified of that medicine to me I believe that it is worse than the drugs that I was using last but not least I don't want to change one addiction for a second and with the Suboxone or methadone that's what it feels like I'm doing I want to have a clean and sober life my wife and children deserve a clean and sober husband and father please help me I'm at the end of my ropes I don't know what else to do so please I am willing to do any and everything you guys want just please help me