I was on oxycotten for a couple years then went to the methadone clinic thinking it was my. Best option. Now 25 years later and I'm still there. I was at 90mgs for years and this year I have downed my dose to 33 but I am withdrawaling every night can't seem to shake the withdrawals to taper any lower. Thinking constantly of going back up. I jus t want clean and normal and this thought of constantly wanting to take drugs to go away. I need help but I can't afford help. I'm on medicaid with 4 kids.  Please tell me the idea behind your plan because everything I've tried has failed me. 