About 15 years ago I was shot in a drive by shooting in the neck and face. Stage 1 of that nightmare ended with the drs unsuccessfully removing all the fragments in my face and sending me home with hundreds and hundreds of pain pills without explaining to me or warning me that they were addictive. Eventually I ended up in very expensive pain mgmt clinics, where I didn't get enough pills to balance me out, and buying pills on the street ended up costing about 100 bucks a day. About 2 years ago I started taking heroin  when I couldn't afford the pills anymore. My physical addiction is causing a huge strain on my husband. It kills him to know that I use heroin. I have tried to quit twice now with horrible results.  I can never get past day 2. My biggest fear is losing my husband. My second biggest fear is ending up in jail and having to go through withdrawals in there with absolutely no help whatsoever.  I want to get rid of this addiction. I need help. Please.