I’m just looking for help badly… I’m 18 years old and fighting so hard to keep my life. It’s just hard to do this alone… I have simply healthcare . If it’s a big out of pocket cost I just can’t pay for it right now. Things are so tough doing it by myself. As I’m writing this.. I’m going through the worst withdraws and fighting everyday to keep going. If this center is able to help me in anyway shape or form with dependency, I need to seek help… I don’t want to admit myself into the hospital , i don’t want anyone to think I’m crazy or a bad addict. Im admitting I need help .as it has become something that shadows over my head , I’m just left crying everyday looking at all the facilities that claim they can help. But only few can treat it properly … please. Help.