I had been clean for a while after being in trouble with the law and detoxing through jail 8 years ago for a couple years and life was great. I had my daughter, and everything else was falling into place. I came across an old friend I used with in the past and began selling/using again although I knew better. Because I knew I could financially pull it off and hide it. After being with my gf for 8 years and being involved heavily in recovery/12 step meetings regularly I have learned much more about my addiction/disease.