I have been on Methadone for a little over 10 years now and I am terrified that I will be on it for the rest of my life. At my highest dose I was on 115 mg/ day and I have been trying to taper for a few years now and I am down to 76 mg/day. I am extremely frustrated and I just want my life back. I am 100% clean in every other area of my life and have been for many years now and still being on methadone makes me feel like I am still living the addict lifestyle. Methadone really did help me at first but I was NOT informed that I would most likely be on this drug for the rest of my life. I have kids and grandkids and a catering career that I love. I have true, clean, friends and I have family who trusts me after years of them seeing the positive changes in my life and every time that I go to the clinic or every morning when I take my take home I feel like I am being sent back to a time in my life that I have overcome literally YEARS ago. I am asking for help. I do NOT care of the cost. If this is legit, I will pay anything that I need to because this is that important to me. I truly need your help and if this is for real Please send me ALL of the information that I need because I am very very desperately in need of a legit program like this. Thank you for your time. 