My drug of choice is fetenol and I have fell in love with that bad boy and even after trying to become sober several times, the power it has over me and the amount of times the thought or craving of it crosses my mind in astronomical, even to the point, where I don't even think about my children even though I love them to the moon and back, fetenol seems to be my main and sometimes only priority. I my old me back and this sounds like a promising option for a safe and successful recovery!! XOXO
