My health is too poor to do this alone. It’s ripped up my gut and I’ve lost almost 30’days in the last 4 years. I’m having a hard time walking because I have no energy. I can’t eat because my gut hurts. I started taking kratom in place of tramadol because I didn’t want a narcotic, but it was just the same thing in plant form. This is going to kill me if I don’t do something fast, and it hurts to bad to do it on my own and is too dangerous. I get even worse GI issues, sweats, electrical shocks, shakes, irritable, etc. I just need help, I don’t know how much more time I have. I can’t even take care of myself anymore, it’s hard to just shower.  