II have been on opiods for three years went to rehab this summer and got back on. It has ruined my life and also ended it a couple times I am depressed and unmotivated to do anything I lost my family friends house a million dollar a year business and now my new girlfriend I just can't seem to keep anything and have nothing but a daily need for finding and using opiates.  Im lost and alone and hungry and on the way out. 