I've been struggling with meth for 4 years and fetnayl for 2 years I wanna get help I'm scared of the sickness I wanna get clean I' want my family kids back I just wanna find the right place I don't know I'f you guys are self pay or insurance I'm currently unemployed broke so if it's cash I can't do it..I Need this bad I mean bad like bugging on my hands and knees if you can email me back that's the only thing I have right now no calling or texting plz tell me what I need to do to do this plz