Hello,
I am seeking help to stop taking opioids.  I am very nervous because I want it to be quick and private.  I have little ones that depend on me and a Husband.
My other huge concern is how I am going to be after I stop taking the medication.  I feel I have other underlying issues that I need help with because of my moods and my ability to focus.
I have been antsy, grouchy, and couldn't even focus on my children's conversations.  Once I started taking opiates it helped me calm down and he able to be happy and engaged which I truly truly want.  I just want to be happy, have the energy I need to do my everyday tasks, and complete my tasks fully.  
One of my fears with medication is them making me gain weight I won't have it.  I've tried other medications for depression anxiety they make me gain.  I have also always been up and down with weight all my life I start working out so excited then of course I can't keep up with it.  I cant keep my focus on it.  I struggle to go to appts also so that worries me when I've read I gotta go to appts to get withdrawal meds and what not.  
Anyway sorry for going on and on.  I'm ashamed but also tired of this.  This is my 1st time every having an addiction you are the first I'm reaching out to.  
I just want and need help not just with getting off but figuring out what else is wrong with me that I can't focus or complete anything.  Rant over :)
Look forward to hearing from you.
Angie