I don't use like a normal full blow drug addict.  I have worked as the Pricing Coordinator for the same company the last 10 years.  We are a beer distributor.  I work 45 - 50 hours a week in the office and have a wife and son.  I basically just will use to stay just comfortable.  I hate needles and any other form of opiate I take orally, except heroin will be small amounts through the nose.  I really just want to get off this.  I want to be free of it.  I am always trying to lower my use each day, especially lately but I don't want to have to rely on suboxone either.  I am really hoping you can help!