I have been on and off opiods for about a year now. I have lost about 60-70 pounds and I have been on a 5 month daily use and I just wanted to be able to stop but I think my body is way too dependent and the withdrawal ive been trying to start for a while now but they are so drsining and my body feels so weak daily. I had covid in january and abortion and very rough first three months of pregnancy. i am looking for any assistance bc i desire to be better i want something to be proud of this year . my 21st is in 12 days and I just want some hope and faith . So thank you for your time. 