First I have not told him about this treatment yet so I would appreciate it if he is not contacted until I have decided if this is what I’m doing FOR SURE because it may cause issues here! Not that he isn’t supporting but he doesn’t know I have relapsed yet again! I have been on fentanyl for the past couple years before that heroine and it all started with pain meds this whole addiction started when I was about 32 I had previously occasionally used pain killers but usually only when prescribed after that my boyfriend at the time was stealing my meds and got addicted which started me having to buy mine that I needed off the streets long story short was with him for 13 years at one point I had a 3 or 4 year sobriety time but then the cravings came back I no longer had anyone looking over my shoulders (I quit because I went into drug court program) anyway started dabbling until I found out he never got clean long story short the progression happens from pills to heroine to fentanyl and now the bad boyfriend is gone and I just want my life back I can sometimes get a few days in me but it never works. I’ve tried Suboxone and subutex but both I find too easy to cheat on and I feel like that’s just moving from one drug to the next I DO NOT WANT THAT!!!!!  I read about this program and found you online and I truly believe this may be the only way for me to get clean! The withdrawal for me isn’t like most people and I have to go through precipitated withdraw for 3 to 4 days NO MATTER how long I wait after my last used to start them and it still happens at that point I freak out and usually get enough dope to push out the withdrawal!! But 3 or 4 days coming off this!! Is worse than hell if I get to a point I can handle it’s not long after the hump that I’m still not ok and any time I have withdrawal cold turkey or with other drugs my withdrawal period usually lasts anywhere from 45 to 60 days!!! I CANT KEEP DOING THIS I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS I AM DESPRATE!!! Please I hope you can help me!! I now have everything I could ever want in life and I’m about to loose it all because I am powerless over my addiction!! But I don’t know if you take insurance or if I can afford your services but I’m desprate to fix me!!! Please help!!