years ago  won't lie about it im sure  I'm not the only one being that it seems hopeless and i felt helpless many times and still often do so i tried and failed though please don't judge me on my past  as I don't want to die anymore. I see hope with your method of treatment and as long as I get a chance to live a normal existence again I would never want  to end my life. I'm hoping you all may help me get my life back  as it feel like it isn't mine. the drug owns me as of now...