I have been on 10mg Percocet since December 2020 when I had major foot surgery. I got off the pain medication for several months but because of reinjuring my foot and lockup from Covid, I chose to start taking it again, as a reprieve from my depression more than my pain. I've gradually increased the amount I take since May 2021, and now I can't quit. I've tried. But the physical pain, terrible visions/paranoia, restless legs, cold sweats, and overwhelming, unrelenting anxiety is too much for me to handle.
The addiction is secretly ruining my life, my ability to cope with everyday stressors, and my ability to maintain relationships with my friends and family. I'm scared to tell anyone for fear of judgment -- still without any help. People always tell me "you're strong," which is their way of denying me non-judgmental help. Others just expect me to be okay, and when I'm NOT, it's an inconvenience to them... but I NEED help, or I'm going to die. I have almost given up several times recently with overpowering thoughts of suicide, but I'm the most important person in the world to my 10-year-old son (and, conversely, HE is my most important person -- my LIGHT and JOY). I don't recognize myself, and I'm scared for my future. This drug is ruling my existence and destroying ME, but I honestly can't stop taking it without help...
I have health insurance, but otherwise I am very very financially poor right now. If this ANR treatment can save my life I'll figure out how to pay... any way possible. (Well, legal, of course! ????) 
Thank you. 
Kyla 