I've been on opoids my entire life, I cut a finger off when I was 6 years old since then I've broken many bones crushed one hand that to be put back together. Now at 55 years old I'm on a minimum of 20 ten mg hydrocodone per day, what dont get from my doc I get on the street. In the last 3 years I've have 3 heart attacks 1 major 2 that requires 7 stents and last but not least 2 major strokes I still have issues with speech and walking just wonder if it is to late for me to get sober, I do not drink or take any other drugs.  If you could tex back I would appreciate it.