I have fibromyalgia, lupus, pancreatitis and nerve damage in my right arm. I have had the same pain management Dr for 18 years and have been on morphine sulfate 30 mg. 1every 12 hours and quick release as needed, also valium for my legands and to sleep. I'm so tired of depending on these, but every time I have tried to taper off, I have ended up in the hospital. I can't do it by myself and I want off of them desperately. Can you help me?