I’ve detoxed over 20 times in my early 20’s. Went to Methadone and have been taking daily since 2007. I am DONE of the run around and bad parenting. My daughter is growing up before me and I am absent in any pleasures. Cancer sucks and put me back on things I swore I’d never touch again in 2007. Yet I have real pain and sometimes I don’t.
There’s much more to say as I’ve had rUROD before and with great failure. So I am skeptical but really want a better life. I am depressed from the vacillating highs to the drug holidays where emotions begin to grow again. They’re stuffed away most of the month