I've been fighting drug addiction for many years. It started with prescription pain pills then moved to heroin use, not intravenous just snorting up my nose. In 2017 I joined a methadone clinic and was doing good on 100mg methadone daily. Last April 2021 l relapsed and started doing heroin again, which now is out of control. I am also still taking the methadone at 110mg daily. I really need help. I don't want to be on methadone anymore and I don't want to keep using heroin anymore but trying to detox cold turkey is impossible for me. I'm very bad on the heroin use and no one knows. It has completely ruined.my life once again and I just want to go to sleep and wake up a clean brand new person again. I'm 51 years old and my life is a train wreck still headed into another wall.