I want to be opioid free I keep trying but can’t pass the withdrawal era of it all . I hope to save my life for me for my kids . And also to be free of this big secret that I am heroine addicted I only sniff not shoot but I’m still ashamed and can’t barely look at my mother in the eye stress alone is killing me follow by the double life and knowing that it’s the underline reason of-the cause of my recent pulmonary embolism.