I'm 30 years old. Just lost my father and I just had a addictided to methadone I'm on methadone for years now I feel much worse then better on it but my body won't let me decrease it hurts to much iv been using silence I was 14 and my matabalizam is so fast my tolerance so fast I have a girl with .with 2 kids that I love with All my heart and all this is holding me back please I need help but 24000 is there any body I could talk to help me get the funds to get bc it a life or death situation