 I had been using Norco's and other street drugs for years but just quit using and then roughed it out a few days and was fine. Then 08/01/15 stage 4 prostate cancer was found and with it the pain of my bad knees ,hips and back returned along with arthritis was able to stay with just taking those to start with but as I fought SSI for 4 years and my my Mom n Dad passed away in Feb 16 and 17 and as I was their caretaker I lost all my income and as the time went by fighting with SSI I lost my car ,my possessions and then my home and became homeless for roughly six months while I had my prostate taking out that and living on the streets got my pain so bad as I was back to 80 Norco's a month again. My daughter offered me a spot to stay in an old motorhome while I fought SSI finally took her up on it after knowing I couldn't last on the street much longer Staying with her for two years I went thru 35  straight days of radiation. Finally I got my SSI in 2021 but after losing my house I couldn't get an apartment so I had to take a place in assisted living that my ex mother in law works with. Been in this whole maybe a year but after a month Hospice came and examined my and next thing I know they got myon morphine and Dilaudid. My prescriptions are due every other Tui but with the hiday I won't get them till tomorrow I'm in day2 of being dope sick and I don't remember this part  the dry heaves hurting tummy and diary are the worse . A roommate offered me some meth that's all he's got and was wondering would rhitake this edgeoff orriy heart out of my chest 