I've been in and out of rehabs and detox and im just so over it. I got on subutex last year because I was using $200 of fetanyl a day trying to get clean id make it to day 3 and then couldn't handle the withdrawl.  and i found out i was pregnant so I got into treatmemt right away. I rebuilt my life in a year. I was ready to be off the subs and now its been 2 months and im still so sick i cant take it im miserable and its making my family miserable too... 