Please help me help myself live again… I want this more than the breath I breathe!  I have been an addict off and on for 15+ years! I was clean for 5 years with relapsing a few times to becoming a daily user since I started selling “blues, dirty thirty’s” now I am just a user! I am done! I am a mom first and I need to be me again! Please I am begging you to help me! 