I can't handle the physical part at all. I can't handle not being be to sleep. I needed duel diagnosis. I have severe ptsd. Also complex ptsd at that. Treatment resistant generalized anxiety. Depression. Diagnosed borderline. OCD. Then this addiction. I can't believe I haven't killed myself already. Please work with me on the cost. I had been clean almost 7 years until I was kidnapped and trafficked out. The offenders got life for what they did to me. Not before I was stabbed though. I have two little girls that are my life. I had everything manageable until that happened. I was held for 8 months before I was rescued. They forced me back into this hell. I can get the 9k for the first half. I just need payments for the second half. 