I am on methadone waiting to get done with a long iv antibiotics treatment for a bad infection in my spine. But have been on methadone for two years and I want off all of it together. I was going to do a two year taper plan just to make sure and blind taper but if what you have is true thenI am ready because I was over heroin and got hooked from pain meds from motocross injuries.  I have been off heroin and the needle for two years.  I just want to be out of the grip of this. I hate it, it’s a freaking nightmare. I am to the point I just would rather pariah then be putting any of this in my body. I felt betray by the government and Purdue pharmacy. Please. I want to be able to go ride my motorcycle again or wakeboard and I want to move to Nicaragua and build vacaytion rentals and homes and make a good living and home there for myself and my boys if they ever want to meet me again and know me.  