I am 48 years old and am a addicted have been since I was 20 and I've never had treatment I always try to quit on my own and I fail every time but my addiction has tore my family in every direction So my friend gave me yalls info and I've made the decision to take this step to finally reach out for help and I want to come to ANR only thing is I live in Virginia and am quiet on the poor side so I don't know how I could get there and back home again I am covered by the state of Virginia's medicate health insurance and I am desperately wanting yalls help as of right now one of my daughters has cut me out of her life and the life of her son who is 4 years old she said that she's tired of it and refuses for her family to be apart of my life and that when or if I decide to get help then maybe she will reconnect with me but until then they dont want anymore to do with me!! This is to much for me to handle and I do believe that at this moment because of the drugs and the loss of my loved ones that if I don't get Treatment ASAP I will not live very much longer due to mental heath and addiction please help me please!!