I have been going thru this never ending cycle forever it seems like, Shortly after I realized i was dependent on the med's I was able to quit on my own for about 4 month's. I ended up relapsing and its only gotten much worse. I looked into the other programs like Suboxone etc. I have seen that those programs work for some people, however looking into it for myself I felt it is not the choice for me and my family. I have had to continue to take this stuff in order to be a somewhat normal person just to go to work and provide for my family. otherwise I get violently sick and feel beyond awful. I could go on and on about the hardship's that my family and myself are continuously going thru. 