I'm trying to get off this roller coaster with opiates and benzos I may need the benzos long-term just cuz of the trauma I've been through over and over I had back surgery in 2015 and have been struggling with off and on opiates going to treatment and they won't give you any comfort meds that help if you're on benzos so I'm scared to death to go again and I've been reading about this process that you do for quite some time and then thinking about it I finally settled my case and I'm hoping I can Finance some of it and pay for the rest cash not sure if the girl I put down as my person coming with me is definitely coming cuz I haven't been able to speak to her yet just waiting for her to return my call I desperately just need to know that I'm going to be okay and I never have to suffer like this again.  Also the last six months or so I found myself running out of Oxycodone before my prescription was up so I started buying pills on the street which is nothing that I've ever done in my life I'm 61 years old but I was so uncomfortable that I got desperate I don't even know what they are there supposed to be Percocet thirties but who knows nothing's working anymore I can't barely leave my house I can't function and do just basic things like opening my mail and paying my bills cuz I've been so depressed it's no longer giving me energy and making me feel better I'm still in pain with my back so it seems crazy to continue on this regimen I need to get my life back I'm hoping you can help me do that