I have withdrawn so many times. I’ve switched from methadone to Suboxone. When I got pregnant they put me on Subutex. Now I’m on the sublocade shot injection once a month. It’s a long active shot in your stomach that’s a lot easier from withdraws but the point is there still is withdraw. I just want to be normal I want to care for my son and never have to worry about having depend on something . I’m tired of it . And when I got information about ANR I cried . 