They were as bad as expected, I stopped and for 2 months was clean but started drinking to compensate for energy, obviously I realized this was counter productive since I was still feeding the same receptors, then I started smoking weed heavily and stopped, then tried To take anti anxiety medication every other day or 3 days. Bring an owner of a company I don’t have the luxury of being off. Since relapse I’ve weened off and on. I’ve never started snorting or any other means. I take adderall off and on for energy but dropped that. Throughout my addiction I’ve never took an absurd amount of opiates the most being 60mg-80mg  of OxyCodon  In 24 hours. Also I stopped and took suboxone for a year early 2020 I did my research and I knew it was to good to be true and it was that stuff was awful to get off of but it let to a relapse not a day goes by where I don’t constantly day dream about being free from this it’s getting harder and harder 