I just want to live a life with my future husband Dirk and 2 year old baby boy Xavier. My baby's father does everything and I cannot function without some type of drug I do not know how to live sober. Its deeply in my genetics. I want to achieve the goals I have and be someone who makes a difference in the world I know that's who I am supposed to be I just spend all my time getting my "medicine" for the day and I'm tired I will be 40 I have no insurance no money I dont know where to turn
 Do you have a place for me? Please help
