It has been extremely frustrating because of my CVS (cyclic vomiting syndrome). Every time i attempt to go through a detox I end up having a flareup within 24-48 hrs. When I have the flare-up, i get this specific excruciating pain in my left side and non-stop throwing up. It is literally the worse pain imaginable. The pain and vomiting/nausea goes hand-in hand, so anti-nausea medication does not work, and it comes in waves every 5-10 seconds. I can not begin to explain how bad the pain is. It is also very draining, and unbearable. The only relief i do get is only for a couple seconds and is when i vomit. This results me being transferred to the hospital in order to stop the flare-up and get it under control through heavy sedation (they put me to sleep and keep me asleep to stop the flare-up). The issue is since i am there for detox, the hospital has a 3 day detox protocol, even though I am there for more than just a detox because of my CVS. Consequently, even after i get out of the hospital within 24 hrs I end up having another flareup, in which I use again to stop the flare-up. But i am beyond a breaking point/rock bottom, i just want to get clean as i know i have the determination to stay clean and get this done, regardless of what i have to go through. Here are some publications regarding CVS and opioid addiction/detox; verifying what i go through.
-The Two Sides of Opioids in Cyclical Vomiting Syndrome
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3978933/

-Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome in 41 adults: the illness, the patients, and problems of management
https://bmcmedicine.biomedcentral.com/articles/10.1186/1741-7015-3-20

-An Essay on the Management of Adult Cyclic Vomiting Syndrome,
Including the Use of Opiates: questions posed and lessons learned
from 191 patients.
http://www.cvsa.org.uk/downloads/Opiates071908_1611.pdf

-Luke's story
https://cvsaonline.org/stories/lukes-story/