I have been an Opiate user for over 10 years with multiple successful attempts to get clean but not been able to remain clean for more than 1 year at a time. I successfully completed two separate week long detoxes out of Carrier Clinic in Bellemead NJ and Endeavor House in Kearny NJ between 2011 and 2012 and was sent home with a RX for Suboxone from both places.  After my stay at Carrier in 2012 I found a doctor locally once I was back home in Northern Jersey  and continued to take the Suboxone for over a year and ended up hitting a wall and it stopped working and I ended up relapsing again for a long few more years.  The longest time I remained clean was when I did it myself at home in bed with comfort meds in 2014 and was completely Opiate free for a year after my  partner who used Oxycontin and Opana with me of 9 years blessed me in disguise and left me.  I was clean for one amazing year until my fiance introduced me to heroin after his own Relapse after being clean for over 6 years.  This same fiance passed away a year ago this March 29th and I have been desperately trying to get past the physical withdrawal and addiction that I have been in since 2015 so I can begin to heal from the trauma of losing him, whom I was with since 2014 and watched him very tragically die due to Sepsis but have been unable to successfully do so.  After he passed away I stopped using IV but increased my use HEAVILY and have been using heroin via Sniffing at a 30 to 60 bag a day rate.  I have a Trauma/PTSD Diagnosis and have been seeing a Psychiatrist since he passed last March and have seen her every 2 weeks to a month religiously since and have been unsuccessful in our attempts as well to get me clean off of Opiates.  She started me on a low dose of Lexapro daily and .25MG Xanax as needed and slowly after 6 months of no change in my grief/depression/motivation/active addiction upped my Lexapro to 20MG 1x a day and .50MG of Xanax 2xday as needed.  
After much research my family and I found a treatment center in Key Largo called Kinder in the Keys that has accepted me into their 30 to 90 day program to help me with my Anxiety Depression and PTSD from my Fiance dying once I am able to get physically clean off of Heroin and physically stabilize myself.  I was at their Facility this past Friday, March 6th to make sure we would be a good fit for one another and I cannot wait until I can somehow get physically off of this garbage so I can admit there at Kinder in the Keys because it is a unique program and extremely structured and absolutely what I need and will give me the chance to learn coping skills and become independent and not feel the need to fall into the next convenient relationship that comes along.  I am 32 years old and have spent the better part of a decade wasting every day, penny and thought on Opiates.  After my meeting with them they found me a Detox here in Key West where they treated me with Clonidine, my own Xanax and Immodium but I ended up leaving after 3 days because I could not bear the physical withdrawals.  I am unsure why I experience such extreme withdrawals.  In every detox I have always been the one where the treatment just does not seem to work and I can't push through the physical pain and my symptoms are always off the charts and no dosage of Suboxone/Subutex/Comfort meds works for me to even attempt to get to the point of REMAINING clean and putting in the actual work because I just cannot physically GET clean.    I  moved myself from NJ to Florida to attempt to do this and took the Amtrak from Newark NJ to Miami as far as it could go to try and get help here.  I attempted the Detox in the Keys and I have been unreceptive to regular Detox programs/protocols.  The ANR clinic and Waissman method has been something I have been looking into for years and only wished I could one day do.  Being here in Florida I truly hope I can actually be a candidate for this treatment and finally get past this unbearable hold on my life through your clinic and method and go onto Kinder in the Keys and work on recovering from the trauma of losing my fiance and learn proper coping mechanisms to deal with life.  