I went through rehab at age 18 in FL, full 30 days and followed that with 90 days in a halfway house.  Was sober 8+ years.  Relapsed approx. 3 years ago.  I have tried to detox from opiates on my own since then.  I have been unable to remain clean.  I detox to subutex and cannot get off subutex and eventually relapse  again.  I am now on Fentanyl.  I was treated for addiction and depression and ADD.  I was diagnosed with bi-polar disorder at 16, then again at treatment center.  I am not currently taking any depression meds or bi-polar medication.  I don't want to be chemically dependent; I want to see how I feel without chemicals and then deal with my mental health if need be.