I have been working on overcoming my present daily medications of suboxone for a incident that has been the reason why I was prescribed and for 5yrs I have managed life of losing my parents fiancé in 2020 as I work as a full time nurse an online marketing coach of past traumatic experiences &amp; Recovery with Spirituality taking the lead into transformation of life we truly desire however I have my biggest desire &amp; this is to be free from this life of meditation &amp; I have remained sober from illicit drugs for 5years but I am still chained to my life happiness of complete freedom &amp; as a nurse of 15yrs I want to find a less painlessly timeline &amp; if this is a possibility I have both insurance through the union if my job &amp; enrolled in my state’s insurance program but I have no roadblocks if this in fact is a 3 day process to a new world that I am not stuck within because of medication that I am not even agreement with ever needing to be put in this in the past traumatic 5yrs and it’s time at 36 mom of 8yr old who has dreams I need this!