I've been fighting to stop my addiction for 10yrs and I'm about to be 30. I've tried suboxone, subutex treatment and I always get released due to financial road blocks or I might miss counseling and I feel this a repeating circle and I look and I see your everyday people being themselves w/o any kind of crutch to get them through the day. Multiple surgeries have gotten me in the position I am in now. I'm tired and exhausted from the struggle of trying to just feel normal I'm not into getting hi. I want a steady job and I can't get one being in the position im in because I would not be reliable because I have a monster to feed and it has cost me my whole 20s and I don't want my 30s to be the same. I live in Mounds OK and I know I probably won't be able to receive your treatment but it seems to be one of the best ideas I've read about. I've looked up remedies and tried everything in my power to stop this. I'm too busy to lay in bed and cold turkey the withdrawals. I pray and hope you can help me but if not I understand. But thank you and hopefully a miracle can get me the help I need. 

Chance.