I withdrew from Roxy's  3 years ago for 10 days and I did have cravings which weren't really my issue my issue was the cravings and stress combined and it didnt help that at the time my mom got a script. Since then I have been on suboxone which I obtain off the street due to the extreme expense of the appointment!  I have had no craving to go back to pills at all I really hate it all! I am a mother of 3 my boys are 10 and 9 and my daughter is 6 and I just want to be me again I mean I kinda feel as if I'm numb or something. This just isnt me and it's not fair I cant take the restless leg syndrome and the sweats and the in ability to care for my children while going thru withdrawls.  But I want this more than anything. Its just me raising my children no help from mom or anyone no family. Please say theres a way you can help