I have been physically dependent on either methadone or suboxone along with Valium for nearly 29 years and have never been able to successfully come off of the substance I had to have my 2 children addicted to this and both were in the NICU for some time after birth I feel guilty on a daily basis that I’m not the person I should be because of this I have been in clinic after clinic with no long term results never truly being rid of the addiction because it’s so hard to come off of I can’t take the withdrawals so I never make it off the drug I am willing to do anything to get completely clean and get my life back! Can you help me please??