The medications are typically wearing off and I have frequently woken up during surgery with my eyes taped and feeling the procedure, once I wasn’t in a procedure but woke up intubated and eyes taped shut, and I thought I was gonna drown from large amount of fluid in my mouth and what I thought was upper airway.. the staff saw me thrashing back and forth and said that proper attempts to sedate me weren’t successful and ultimately the nurse watched me while I was turning my head side to side trying to get room for a patent airway.. I just woke up to feeling that I was drowning so the realization of my breathing didn’t take place until I managed to get the tube under my shoulder, pinning it in place and Extubating myself, and I then immediately relaxed and the nurse told me that I finally fell asleep.. but that was after I fractured the arch of the left foot and the hospital didn’t know I was on methadone so used meds that caused withdrawals and that’s probably why the thrashing was happening and why they thought it wasn’t treatable..