I am desperate to find out how, when and how much it will be to end the madness in my life. I know it was by accident I found you on my pc. But I believe in Devine intervention. 
I am at my lowest point in my life and was contemplating other options. I am heart broken and afraid of what I might do to my family. 
The last time I tried to stop I had seizures and scared everyone including myself.
I hope this is real