CPS too my baby. And I want to die because of it she is 2 and was taken from me about 3 weeks ago. My family has lost everything . I'm ready to be clean but my life right now is making it impossible to do so. I have thought about going as far as incriminating myself and getting myself thrown in jail so that I have no choice. But picking up charges wouldn't be ideal for getting my baby back. I can't get past the first 3 to 7 days of detox mentally because of everything that's happened. I know that AHCCCS isn't probably accepted. I just need some help. If there is a god I need him now more than ever. 