I’ve tried Methadone but never gave it a ‘real chance.’

Suboxone I couldn’t use without violent  effects from the ‘Naltrexone’ in it. 
Subutex seemed to help me control cravings, withdrawals and for a while helped me with my pain and I didn’t need to use pain meds. Now I feel that my body has changed and started to regret ever relying on it. I’ve had to regulate my use by going as far as I can without it And going back up in mgs to help withdrawal symptoms.