Yes and thank you for giving me the chance to talk to you or someone? My name is Bobby T. and I live in Tampa Florida I have been taking oxycodone and morphine for over 10 years now and I am now an addict and addicted to these drugs. I do not do illegal drugs even though it is cheaper and easier to get a hold of but I choose not to put any more poison into my body much less what I've been doing to my body and brain!? I am looking to get off of these damn pills at first they helped and then it became obvious that I was addicted, I went through several years of withdrawals each and every month. I tried to stop back in 2013 I went through withdrawals for 14 days straight watching the sun come up and the Sun go down, I didn't get but 3 hrs.of sleep that entire time.. I did not eat or drink just the bare minimum of water until I finally realized I was actually starving to death!! So I figured that I needed to get something in my stomach before I died literally. I divorced my wife back in 2012,and I have five beautiful children all of them with the same wife. Three of them are on their own and doing great "thank God"  the two youngest ones still live with their mother.Im all alone in this world literally figuratively!! I'm in my own prison in these four walls of my apartment bedroom I think the Lord &amp; my lucky stars that I actually have a place to live!  I had been taking care of my mother for the last 7 years of her life.Then she passed away at the house we had been living at for over 5 years.then she passed away 2 years ago or so,then they sold the house, my work van engine blew up, I was living in a hotel room for a month and a half. My life was at the point of no where no one could help. I did not want to ask or bother any of my children and I have no friends for several reasons. I happened to find this place and able to move in right away sorry for going off track I just want you to know the basic situation and of course there's a lot more to it than that, I'm not a bad person I'm not a mean person,I am a lonely and sad person I'm sorry that I have to say that but it's the truth I have been trying to get help for 2 years now.The reason why I can't get help is no vehicle can't even get a loan for any kind of vehicle, I'm an Electrician by trade and also a great mechanic.. so I have been trying to get some help with this matter amongst other things that I have been trying to do with no help or success at all.. very discouraging and very hard to stay enthusiastic at the same time!! So these places that I have tried to get help from either they either don't take my insurance or I have to pay a large amount for the first initial visit then a lot of money for the Suboxone or Subutex? Also finding a pharmacy that would carry them, fill them with my insurance or anything else period. I am just asking for your help to save my life before it is over yes I have legit injuries to my lower back and my right knee needs to be completely replaced to pinched nerves down both legs into my calves and feet I am not obese or overweight or in bad shape per se I am 51 years of age only my pains remind me of that but in my head and in my heart I feel I still have enough strength to carry on and be in my family's life that has been the hardest thing to handle and imagine without for the past 10 years or so, why you would ask is because I was taking care of my mother 24 hours 7 days a week and then when she passed away back in 2020 then I was freed up to try to have friends and work and be with my children but like I explained in the beginning they sold the house no vehicle and no one to help. So now I am trying to make it by. Like I had mentioned in the beginning of this long text, there is obviously more involved but it's pretty cut and dry I'm trying not to make this as long as it is so please someone call me and let me know there's a light at the end of this dark dark tunnel and where I can be with my children at least for the last years of my life. So thank you so much for reading this and having the heart and the sympathy for thousands of people out there that are worse off than I that's the one thing I always think of when I'm so down and in such a dark place in these four walls prison of my life. Sincerely Bobby Lee Torres, Tampa Florida USA. 