I have been addicted to pills for a very long time and thought I was doing the right thing by going into a methadone program except now I'm addicted to methadone and every time I try to come off I chicken out the minute I start feeling sick. I'm only 46 and in decent health I have 15 yr.old twins that I want to live a better life for. Please help me find a way to kick this life without the withdrawals. I'm not strong enough for that part but I'm ready to put in the work to stay clean. 