After an motorcycle accident that left me with a fractured neck, lumbar vertebrae and several herniated cervical and lumbar discs and other joint injuries that occurred in 2002 I ended up in pain management in 2008 and had been a paitient until this year. I had been prescribed oxycodone, oxycontin, morphine sulphate.. I really despise being on any substance.. I told my PM doctor I wanted off the meds several times and when he began to taper me off I got really impatient and rushed through it.. refusing to go back to PM I found myself struggling with the withdrawals, and physical pain.. Physically I was not ready. And now have been using illicit fetanyl intranasally to manage the withdrawals and pain. I feel trapped and need help freeing my life from this.