Hello My name is Anthony, I am reaching out because I feel as if I have exhausted every other possible resource in figuring how to get the "old Anthony"  back.... I am a recovering addict of pain killers, herion but mainly fetynol. my addiction led me into injecting. i am now sober, its been about 9/10 months. I am extremely proud of myself but if I had to be honest... I'm not happy. they say being sober is a second chance at life and I cant seem to get myself to achieve any basic human actions/activities.   my desire in life has depleted, my energy I feel as if I'm 28 years old living in a 80yr old body, depression, the feeling of just blah no motivation. I'm not sure what is going on. I'm exhausted I just want m life back :( if there's anything you would suggest please let me know!  At his point I'm wiling to try anything because the feeling is so uncomfortable I ant bare it anymore I'm reaching my wits end and I'm extremely frustrated to why I shouldn't be enjoying life now that I've made the correct steps in bettering it. Feeling so high and ready to take on the day and excelling in every department TO  deep in bed depressed no energy the next day. its effecting my life and the things surrounding it. i hope to hear back from you. any advice is better than no advice. because i cant sit here and ignore it any longer.