I have been addicted for over 20 years now. I have quit probably more than 50 times but I always end up using again. No mattet how long Im clean for I never feel right. I always feel depressed and never have enough energy. I just don't know what to do anymore. My fear is that the cost of this treatment is probably more than I can afford. Ive lost so many jobs cause of this addiction and its ruined my life and my credit.