Brief relapse after 5yrs clean (ish) = street drug clean but Suboxone Dependant.
Loss of insurance set path 2 relapse after 5yrs on strictly Suboxone.
Relapse lasted 9months but now I wanna be clean but actually CLEAN this time ... Not sick AF 4 days then addicted to a whole new drug that, although prescribed 2 me &amp; better than the alternative, really isn't something I want to put into my body on the reg forever.
I did try Redd &amp; Suboxone 4 times in last 2months (Dr. Prescribed) but each time I ALWAYS got sick AF on Suboxone even though I waited 3x as long as Dr. told me to.
I'm fed up &amp; want off of this drug roller coaster! I NEVER used till I was 32 &amp; extremely naive... Knew nothing of physical dependence.
I hate all aspects of using drugs of any kind but simply cannot deal with the unbearable physical withdrawals I undergo without it.
Please help me reclaim my life! 