PLEASE HELP ME. I WAS IN SUBOXONE TREATMENT. THE TREQTMENT CENTER I WAS IN, NO LONGER ACCEPTED ME AS A PATIENT BECAUSE THEY WERE ONLY ACCEPTING PATIENTS WITHOUT INSURANCE AND ONLY PROVIDING HELP TO PATIENTS THAT LIVED IN THEIR AREA. I RELAPSED AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM A WIDOW AND HAVE 2 CHILDREN THAT DEPEND ON ME. I AM ALK THEY HAVE AND THEY ARE ALL I HAVE. PLEASE, I AM BEGGING YOU. IM EXHAUSTED CALLING NUMBERS AND SPEAKING TO PEOPLE THAT DONT EVEN KNOW OF ANY RESOURCES. I AM SO MISERABLE AND DEPRESSED, I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING THE FIGHT FOR MY LIFE.  NOONE IS UNDERSTANDING HOW SICK I GET DURING WITHDRAWALS, I GET ABNORMALLY SICK. THE LAST WITHDRAWAL I HAD CAUSED ME TO HAVE A STROKE.