I’ve been to numerous detox and rehab facilities as well as trying to stop while I’m at home. I’ve tried to get of with methadone and suboxone with the intent to get off. I’ve been a user for over ten years, it’s been about 13 years now and I’m 31. I want to be normal and not do drugs to feel that way. Even though that’s not normal.. it’s not sick. I need to be better for myself and my loved ones and I feel like a failure because I always go back.. I don’t want that. I need your help. 