Tired of maintaining and being dependent and for the sober life I and my fiance once had that was the only 5yrs we'd both had sober or entire adult lives since 14 and 13 yrd old we've been addicted and using anything everything and mainly opioids suboxone was great we built a house a great life but it was still that crutch that embarrassing ordeal so people say quit go to rehab I've we've done that but now we can't because we've no family and we have bills and kids to maintaining it is getting to the point that we are going to end up in the system prison and or death if we don't cure this long long horrible joinery we were perfect lovers friends and nobody could've told me the things we've done to each other was going to be our reality were holding on by a thread and I really don't know getting sober if we can stay together but everyday is a battle a trust issue her staying gone all night and it's not for the drug I don't think I got plenty for us but anyway just please help