My addiction is the only thing holding me back in every aspect of my life. I worked so hard i have a good life now an amazing husband, good job, safe home really its the only thing holding me back. I don't want to mess it up. would like additional information please. Im currently on methadone for 8 years. Prior to that I was addicted to opioids for over 6 years. It started after a bad car accident and just went crazy from there. I hate being on the methadone. I have no energy,  i doubled my weight. Id do anything to be free from this mess. I wish I was normal again. I used to be so outgoing happy loved myself and life. Now I work and sleep. Thanks 