I’ve been going to methadone clinic for about 3 1/2 years. I was at my highest dose of 90 mg &amp; my lowest of 45mg over the course of maintenance.  Now I’m on 72mg &amp; take more just to get through the severe anxiety &amp; mental craving for more. I take an additional (unprescribed) dose of 45-50mg just about each day.  I also take tramadols as well as gabapentin all throughout the day &amp; especially to help fall asleep &amp; sleep pain free.  I’ve been feeling severe pain all throughout my d tire body , but more noticeable over the past 3years.  I’ve been to doctor after doctor &amp; I get nowejere.  I don’t do heroin, cocaine, or any other name made drugs &amp; have always managed to live a somewhat functional life. I’m just exhausted from feeling severe pain &amp; not sleeping because of pain. I’m also drained from my level of anxiety. I’m a mother of three &amp; work full time.    