I’d like to be happy again without needing something to take off the edge or to assist me in feeling only half in. I have lupus and drink and recently came clean at home off a 15 yr on opioid dependence at home alone. Worst time ever and all I can think is I need something to help sleep or to get up or eat. I’m sick of it. I want to live like I know I’m ment to .
The above number is my mother as I turned off phone and hid keys to stay home cry away and c it trew this time 