My husband passed away 6/12/2016 . I had a hard time coping and I still do. I have severe depression and ptsd. My husband of 25 years passed away next to me in bed but I've never really gotten over it. My antidepressants don't work and I'm just lost right now and the only thing I want that can help my life move forward is to finally be releived of the monkey on my back,  that was supposed to make my life better and its not, it's ruining my life even more!