Every time I've attempted to get clean, the withdrawal are so intense that I continually fall back to using. I've kept away from turning to Methadone and suboxne due to the fact, I find it completely redundant to stop one drug that' has a hold on my life, bc I've become addicted to it. To just substitute that for another drug that will result in me being dependent on it just as much. I see it as nothing more than the same thing I'm battling now. Only difference is one is "LEGAL" other is not. 