Dear,
Once after 5 months I stopped the block pills , and I took narcotic pills.
And after 4 days , I took the block pills again.
And I had a very hard reaction to the body , weakness and slept for two days.

After half a year I stopped again the block pills , and then I started narcotic again in a bigger amount , and now beaches of the increase amount , I finished the day at the hospital .

And then I was clean half a year.
And then started again. 
Until now.