I've been struggling through addiction in every sense of the word for almost 15 years. I started on oxycotin and Percocet when I was 17 and I just turned 31. In that time, I've been addicted to heroin (IV), meth (also IV), alcohol (which I've been clean of for over a year), cigarettes I don't think I'll ever be able to quit, cocain and pretty much any other drug I could get my hands on. As long as I feel something different than "normal", I'm good. I've had very bad sleeping issues my whole life, sleeping as long as 28 hours straight, major depression and chronic anxiety. I hate to even go to the store, because I'm honestly scared to be around that many people. I don't know if I'm in the right place for my needs and I'm sorry to tell you my life story here, but I've been through 4 out patient programs and 2 inpatient. One was 3 months, the other was 6 months. I don't know what else to do. If you have any kind of advice, please let me know. 