I feel really desperate to be in the program but unfortunately I do not have the $20k to pay. I can make payment arrangements once a month. I’m stuck in a marriage and feel the only reason I am here is because he controls me this way. I have never been a dependent person but one day he offered this and I have not been able to get off. I hate that this was ever offered her. I only had ever taken a loratab. Please please is there anyway we can find a way for me to get into this program. I understand doctors and staff need to be compensated but I really want off of this and I am sole provider for my family and I just want my old self back after being on Subutex. I want off and these doctors do not care, they want to charge all this money and really not help you and this program seems the best. 