I used suboxone in 2017 to help me wean. It worked and I only had to use 8 tablets in total to help me get off of my pain management opioids. However, the cravings after I stopped the suboxone were very intense and hard to ignore. The only reason I was able to stay clean for a year is because I desperately wanted to get pregnant and I did get pregnant very quickly after stopping. My love for my child is what kept me from using during my pregnancy, however, during the entire 9 months I was dying for the medicine and its all I could think of. I was counting down the days to delivery because I knew I was going to go right back to them as soon as I could. I delivered in Feb. 2018 and I tried so hard to fight the cravings but I eventually caved and went back to pain management in April 2018.