WELL RIGHT NOW I'M NOT CLEAN BUT WHEN I WAS ON THE METHADONE AT 180MGS NOT THAT LONG AGO I WAS STILL CRAVING EVERY DAY. I COULDN'T THINK ABOUT ANYTHING ELSE ALL DAY LONG BUT HOW I NEEDED THE DRUG. I WOULD TRY EVERYTHING TO TAKE MY MIND OFF OF IT BUT THAT WOULD BE SHORT LIVED. I WOULD HANG ON FOR AS LONG AS I COULD BUT ALWAYS GIVING IN EVERY WEEK OR TWO FOR A DAY THEN BACK ON THE WAGON AGAIN THEN ALL OVER AGAIN.