While on Methadone? The cravings are getting worse now that I decided to do drastically down from 150 to 40 mags. I gained an unnatural amount of weight. I went to the New Seasons Clinic on May 28th weighing 132 lbs. It is December 1st and I weigh 180 lbs. 
When I decided to get treatment at New Seasons, I was at a good weight. I had stopped using heroine and Meth but the cravings were killing me. They still are. I hate playing with my son and always thinking of oxycodone or heroin. It’s always there. My parents seem like nice people but from their ignorance or lack of knowledge and no will to really put themselves in my shoes makes them seem like monsters. They have no respect for me. 