I left rehab 2 days ago ama because  after 36 hours all they'd given me was clonidine and vistorel. I was so sick i was puking all over the place.  Spent $300 on an uber to get me back to Austin.  Epic fail.  I refuse to give up though. I desperately want to get off heroin. Its been 30 years. I'm 48 and it's now or never.  I'm not scared of dying. I'm scared of living like this!!!