I've been on opiate since I was 11 years old because I have type 2 lupus and I was diagnosed at birth I've been in severe pain my whole life from what I was told as a little child that I was in severe pain as well but I think that if I were not to be on pain meds now matter of fact I know that I wouldn't be in very much pain at all I would maybe need to take some ibuprofen if that my mom had me put on pain meds and I know now that it was because she wanted them and I'm just tired of letting this opioid addiction run my life I just want to get back to the life that I was meant to have I was cleaning sober for 4 or 5 years until my subutex prescription was suddenly an abruptly canceled by lags medical office and I was just left in the wind and everything came crumbling down because I relapsed to have this done would really really change my life for the better I know you can't hear it in the letters that are being typed right now but I can't express how emotional that I am right now that this could actually be something available now all I need is to make sure that I guess I qualify and that you guys take the insurance that I have I need this so bad in my life right now I've had 34 friends of mine die from fentanyl overdose in the past 4 months I don't want to be the next one on the list will you help me PLEASE 