I have been trying every week to every other week for 3 years to stop using, however I cannot deal with the withdrawals. I try to use suboxone but it doesn't seem to help. A lot of times I start throwing up and don't stop. Last time, I was throwing up for over 24 hours (every 5-15 minutes, nothing stayed down) and then I finally gave in. I can't do this anymore. I want to be better. 