I am sick of falling back into relapse and hurting/letting down the people who love me and need me. I don't want to lose how far I have came I don't want to give up but I have tried Suboxone and methadone and even tried to go to rehab and always fall back into the cycle after things are going good and I just feel like a failure. I'm sick of fighting so hard for so long just to go right back eventually. It's been like 8 or 9 years and I really hope you guys can help me!!! Thanks for your time! 