I’m on methadone I’ve been trapped since I got off heroin and I just want to be off of it as soon as possible and as painless as possible. And hopefully im able to afford it. Most aren’t realistic but im so excited bc I was looking into the rapid detox then looked up again for some reason the fastest safest way and found this. It a ruined my life and I’ve lost so many people to addiction I just want to wake up in the mornings again and not need anything or feel bad instead of need to take my meds I want to think like I did when I was younger and look out the window first to see if it’s a good pool day not having to worry about how I’m going to afford my meds and everything it feels like the worst prison ever. Abs since I lost my brother it’s been worse I have to go to a clinic every single day. I can’t travel I can’t do anything at all I have to be there a certain time every day and I just want to give up. If I don’t do this I’m afraid I’ll never get off. My birthday is the 21st I’ll the 26 I want to be off before then . Thank you 