Relapsed with painkillers while being prescribed  Buprenorphine (Subutex), then attempted to immediately get back on Buprenorphine (Subutex), which then caused precipitated  withdrawal , tried for a period of 2 to 3 weeks to stabilize with Buprenorphine (Subutex) but for some reason I couldn't get stable on the Bup. Therefore I went and got on Methadone maintenance. I'm so tired of this cycle. This all started from being wounded in combat In 2006. Please help me.