I have been seeing a Psychiatrist once or twice every single month for a year since my fiance passed away March 29th 2019 in front of me and very unexpectedly at only 39 years old due to Septic shock and suffering VERY graphically for a week prior to his death.  She has been treating me with 20MG of Lexapro for my depression and .50Mg of Xanax as needed for my flashbacks and vivid memories of my fiances death.