I'm 55 years old and an iv heroin addict... I want desperately to be rid of this albatross... But I cannot seem to get past the withdrawal stage.. I have tried methadone, and that kick was worse that heroin, even while using heroin, suboxone sent me into withdrawals, and I experience horrible panic attacks and feel like I am going to die when I try to kick...and sometimes I think dead would be better than this living prison if my own making, the drugs I've been getting are so dirty, I've for abscesses all over and I feel like a hideous creature with bumps, some leaking pus all over me... I make the money to buy my drugs by working as an escort, whi h is difficult and quite humiliating when I have these abscesses all over me... I'm just don't know what to do, I probably cannot afford this treatment, but im very interested in knowing about this thing that could, hopefully save my life, and return me to the woman I was before I became this junkie I don't even recognize at times....thank you for your time