My name is Jesse and I am an opioid addict. I will be 33 years old in one month and I have been an opioid addict since I was 19. I have been admitted into a detox facility a total of nine times, and a rehab facility four times. I’ve had a year or more in  healthy recovery four times only to succumb to my addiction when my emotions get the best of me. I know there’s success in recovery and i know I’m no exception. I’ve had an extremely difficult life raised by a single mother, whom passed away when I was 17 and that’s when my addiction began. I’m around four years in remission from a extremely rare blood disease. Ive been threw chemotherapy three times along with splenectomy. Needless to say the pain medication I was prescribed wasn’t a smart move for me because I went from orally taking pills, to snorting, to smoking, and eventually I started IV’ing heorin. I’m hear to say now I have been back in active addiction now since this last February and I started feeling depressed and regretting my return into addiction. I want nothing more then to be clean again and no longer chasing this drug ever day, fighting mood swings and being a recluse. Please help me!!