I have been on opioids on and off, but mostly on, since 2002 and I have never even had any veins so simply always only muscled it so very rarely even feel high, only "normal" I have been to rehab but went right back to it as soon as i was released. I even ended up getting botulism and almost died in 2014-15 (I think) but as soon as I got out of the  hospital after 3 mlonths, I did what? You guessed it, went right back to it.( I am obviously broken but dont know how to fix it) I only know that I want to stop so badly I am sitting here in tears as I write this. But the withdrawals are so intense for me I literally think my body is going to die! After I get off this time I'm going to receive that shot you receive every month that blocks the receptors in my brain from receiving anything but feeling sick if I were to use any kind of opioid. I am currently searching for an acupuncturist that can help me with the withdrawals and also some Chinese herbs. I was unaware of the earth moving into 5D but I am aware now and am am also aware I CANNOT  be strung out if I am ever going to get there. Please feel free to call me anytime day or night. Thank you very much. Sincerely,  Kimberly 